Sibling become stranger

Assalamualaikum.

Hye guys , I've been sad for a few days :'(

There was misunderstanding between me and my friends and my own little sister.

Kawan ? entah la , nak pikir perasaan dia je. Perasaan kita? Whatever it is , I am still consider and confess you as a friend. Friendship never end.

My sista ? yah , fighting and fighting and fighting again~

Up to you la okay ? I won't care about you anymore. Nak anggap kakak awak ni orang asing ke , bibik yang tolong buat kerja untuk awak ke , up to you.

Because I know I have lot of weakness , such a failure and stupid.

Kan ?

Just buat bodoh je okay ? You have friends and new sister , so apa guna la kakak yang ni.

You never listen to me , you never take serious for what I had said.

I can give an apology for first and second. But for the third ? Enough is enough.

Saya bukan jenis yang suka cakap or bagitau benda yang sama banyak kali.

But when I'm getting tired like this , I won't talk much. Hanya tindakan yang akan mencerminkan apa yang hati saya rasa. People who loves me will understand my behaviour.

You make me sick.

You want me to understand you but you never try to understand me even for once.

I hope you will happy with your friends and your new sister. I am not getting jelly , you have to accept the fact that I am your sister that was born from your mom's uterus. But we have to admit that we're not close as we used to :')

Yeah , I'm not talk to you sebab benda yang kecik. Remember , even the small thing but you keep repeat it , masalah yang kecik akan menjadi masalah yang besar. Note that.

Whatever it is , I still loves you and I will take care without you notice it.

You have to know , we have lost our "kakak". Menyesal sebab tak dapat banyak berbakti and luang masa dengan dia. Till today , I am still hoping that she was here. She was different from others , a gift from Allah but Allah love her more than us.

So , I want you to appreciate what you have today. I do not want you to regret like me.

*Masih ingat awak nangis sebab saya jatuh pengsan.